In my last post I showed you the quiet charms of the beauty of New Zealand’s Hamilton City. Now take a look at Singapore, coming in assuredly at number 11 in the world for comeliness among cities, after (1) Paris, France (2) New York, United States (3) London, United Kingdom (4) Venice, Italy (5) Vancouver, Canada (6) Barcelona, Spain (7) Cape Town, South Africa (8) San Francisco, United States (9) Sydney, Australia (10) Rome, Italy in a list of 50 cities compiled by Canada-based online travel agency Flight Network.
Hamilton City, New Zealand, in brief.
My decision to pursue a Master of Arts degree gave me the opportunity to spend the last almost 3 years in Hamilton, New Zealand. Born and raised in Singapore I tend towards thinking of Singapore as the most beautiful city in the world, and a fairer survey by Flight Network, which asked over a thousand travel writers, bloggers and agencies what they thought were the best beauty spots on the globe, confirmed my belief by ranking Singapore the 11th most gorgeous city out of the 50 cities that made the 2019 list. No city in New Zealand made the list, but having been born in an Eden like Singapore I do recognise charming sights when I see them, and Hamilton had some.
Whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest...
Whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report, if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.
Source: From the book of Philippians in the New Testament, and written by the Apostle Paul in his letters to people in Philippi, a city in eastern Macedon which flourished in the Hellenistic, Roman, and Byzantine Periods.
Jesus said: "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these."
At that time the disciples came to Jesus and asked, “Who, then, is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?” He called a little child to him and placed the child among them. And he said: “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore, whoever takes the lowly position of this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven. And whoever welcomes one such child in my name welcomes me. If anyone causes one of these little ones who believe in me to stumble, it would be better for them to have a large millstone hung around their neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea.”
They will soar on wings like eagles
Do you not know? Have you not heard?
The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom.
He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.
Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
Source: Chapter 40, verses 28-31, in the book of Isaiah in the Old Testament. The author is believed to be one of Isaiah’s disciples, writing from Babylon, the capital city of Southern Mesopotamia (Babylonia) from the early 2nd millennium to the early 1st millennium BCE.
Poem: Between skull and space
The landing smoke
A joker in waiting
Where kings and queens meet
and commence courting
The airy weight
A cobbler's mistake
Where feet meet the ground
and kisses break.
The angel in the dark
A shadow of thought
Where waiting is done
and quidnuncs are caught
The sense of the strange
arranges the mortal brain into regions of comprehension
between the skull and space.
Poem: Fountain flowers
I had a bagful of fountain flowers from when I fell into the sleep of sleeps. A bagpiper passed me by and asked me for a dirge, so I sang him one, bid him good day, and pulled out a flower on display, but he ran away before I could slip it into his repertoire.
A girl of twenty showed me her lips because I refused to kiss her on her hips, and when that, too, I denied, she pulled all the petals of all my flowers and threw the stems on my face.
I said, "Thank you for this scorn and destruction - now I'll have to return to the fountain and bring you new blooms for the plucking.
The bagpiper had grown old and weary upon my return with the second bagful of fountain flowers. He asked me for a song of birth. I sang him one, bid him goodnight, and pulled out a flower for his pleasure. He stumbled toward me to grasp it from my hand, but dropped to the ground like a dead bird from the timber.
The girl all grey and seething with feud required that I be subdued and demanded the bagful of flowers. I flung them into the air and went back to the fountain where Nemesis, at the behest of Echo’s accusal, never fails to hand me daffodils. She hopes that I'll stare into the pool and become a fool like Narcissus.
Pipers, maidens, witches and goddesses, they come to my table at night. But with each failed purpose they count their hours, for their deaths must follow dawn.
A poem: Dog
You saw it coming, made a painting, serotonin, before moody April. Inspiration sucked like a waterfall returning to its spring.
It saw me clinging, took a beating, left me feeling a wall behind skin.
The windy soul, highborn ghoul, has no hands to make me return. He howled at my back, I was nearly in the sack, a hooded soul drinking from a bowl of black nectar.
She painted the possibility of a lion in a dog, made a mark with her sword, and behold, the doggone days in the mane of the elemental beast.
A poem: Drills
The drills, the drills, in feather-land, dug in their heels to build inroads in abyssal rock. Trains went through, and sewer pipes, and the people in castles and carriages of covinous motion in a snarl-up.
The decibels grated eardrums into powder, and the lightless moist dust inset like calcified arteries; a stark-staring miscue. Ossified feathers are not stone.
There's no light in dreams born underground, no sound when they crumble. The sun will shine for billions more, while you in the dark, stumble.
A poem: Trim
I see your fingers and your inward form. The mysteries, with your leaves, are gone. And what's left is my drape of dewy days upon your desert form.
Why did I not hear the termagant saws shear your habitable fronds; your revenge covert, bites my hedging heart. I dismissed you when you were here to miss you less when you were gone.
Now I rove along your brown bark and bones to think up a leaf for every inch and get instead a grave of thorns.
A poem: My brother
I know my place in this world by your being out of place in it. What I set right, you overturn again and again and consume me in your drawing of drawers and tossing of socks and pencils and books and the five-dollar Baroque vase that you added to the trolley at the thrift store.
No point saving an unreal holder. You smash an order to make another and remind the world it is a version.
What a mess you leave in your wake. I do not yet know that I'm happiest when I toss in your waves and forget the stiff earth beneath my feet.
I hover over you as you hover like a helicopter with paper blades, crunching and smacking and making sucking sounds in the predictable air.
I kiss your face when you're asleep at night and rest. I'm tired, frustrated. Why, dear brother, must things have their proper places? Mere things they are.
You are the front man of this two-man band and I, your brother, till the music ends.
It is what it is
Writing is a voyage of the heart; a process by which the man of the world walks in the ways of the inner man. While it may be useful to analyze why a writer wrote a particular story, by reading his letters, listening to what he says about his friends and foes, or by finding out how he conducted himself in his personal life or how he got on with his mother or whether he believed in God, and so on, we mustn't forget that beneath the act of creation lies a mystery. Interpretations speak volumes of the interpreter but say very little about the author. If the author has tried his best to be truthful in his fiction, he will know that the way a story unfolds is hidden even from him. While his mind and body are engaged in setting down what he wants to say, something else that is not just him but some larger reality that contains him, decides what eventually ends up on the page. That something else is like the breath of life - the writer does not know where it comes from, but he knows he must breathe.
Starting from the start
Someone once told me this world is another world's hell, that the creator made this world and forgot about it. The countless crimes that are ravaging the human body and soul, even as these words find their mark, seem to drive in that rusty knife of an impression. It seems like the world suddenly turned upside down, that somehow, the rules of truth and goodness don't apply anymore. Maybe that's why we tell stories; to know ourselves, understand why we do the things we do, find some kind of light that will dispel the shadows, and, inform us once and for all, that they were only shadows. I knew my first book would start with a Creation Story, about thirty years before I wrote it. Whether it was seeing the tattered, illustrated book of Genesis sitting beside the equally and severely thumbed The Descent of Man, and Selection in Relation to Sex by Charles Darwin, that sowed the first seed, I cannot tell. What I can tell, though, is that I wrote it to see if by the end of the effort I might not be able to catch, from the centre of the black hole of a spinning dying star, the infinitely blue-shifted light of the universe. The Bending of Strong Forms is a glimpse of that blue-shifted light.
I know my BFG
I was twelve when the BFG visited me in the form of a British lady who read us stories in the air-conditioned school library with tender lights. A giant walked around at night blowing dreams into children's ears, she said, and just like that, sent a dream into my head. And the dream had ready company, for my head was filled with incomplete stories that my father used to start and then doze off at the crucial point, telling me, before shutting his eyes, "Son, you'll finish that story, won't you?" My father died when I was seventeen and I write stories and I know now, who my BFG is - he gives me dreams to make good, and he has my father's face.